Fate

Long time didnt blog liao..hahass..
cz arh,when i cum to here i feel speechless le..brain blank on what i want to write..
Feelings is hard to express in words..
bt i reali hope peoples can use a word to express our feelings,so tat others ppl will knw how u feel or what u are thinking..
That is good is everyboday can do tis..n wnt got argue occurs=)
I dunno what i'm going to write..is random kua..
Now i'm emo=( i dun feel like i'm smiling..
i cry..? no kuaa.. or mayb b4 i slp i will.. who knwss..
Now all my friends like on their corect path..live happily tat what they want..
when comes to me..? I will ask myself..: Do i..? And i think d answer is no kuaa..Aiks..
Mayb i should start to find it le..so tat i have my life also=)
blah blah blah blah

Everythings are keep deep into the heart.
The things that u hope very well mayb not yours. Appreciate what you have.
Get lost in this world.

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Back to normal

12.2.2010

Is my piggy cum back de date,i was damn excited.Because finally bout 1 month i can meet him le^^Em,noon i went for my physic tuition lo with mask mask..xD.Then i went home bath n eat.That time i ni ask for permission to out and my parents x let me go out as i not yet recover.But i MUST go to meet my piggy!At last i ignore my parents and go ahead only.Yea,lynn lynn jie fetch me go de(zjian gf)she is a quite nice person=)V go Juno to find them.Then v go watch movie together.When my piggy went in d car,my heart told me:HE IS BACK!!I'm reali excited to meet my piggy.Muacksss!!Just want to hug him muach much de!! Then v go sentral for our movie.Wei pin got go also.In d cinemas,i meet Miss Ng.xD.But i think she x saw me cause i'm wearing mask.hahas.After d movie finish,v went mcd for dinner but i didnt eat.hehess.Then home home lo.Again lynn lynn jie fetch me home de^^Damn happy can watch movie with piggy as he just came back nia.MUACKSS!Love Euu!!!

13.2.2010

Today..actually nothing special.Cause i just stay in home only.What a boring dayssssssssssss.Yawnn..hahass

14.2.2010

Happy chinese new year n happy valentines.muacksss!Today Piggy n others friends come my hse pai nian.Although today is valentines but v didint dating.I just follow wei pin car with my piggy go friends hse pai nian lo. V went yi loong hse, ysan hse, Jiayi hse n piggy hse.Happy also de,because can with piggy^^muacksss!!Have 1 wonderful day with baobeii piggy.

15.2.2010

Today i went back to ipoh to visit my grandma.At there is damn hot de.And sleepy sumore.Then gamble with my ah yi lo.Bfore back,v went to tesco n eat ice kacang.hahass.Reached home is damn tired de.Quite boring de because my piggy go enjoy enjoy with his friends jor.hehess.

16.2.2010

Today is ynee b'day.Happy birthdays to her^^Then soh poz were going to celebrate her b'day at rex box at 4pm.But i early ady went out with my mummy le.V went sentral n i managed to buy ticket for a movie with my piggy.After that i went ynee hse n go vivi find my piggy.Then bout 4.30pm,me n piggy went rex box.Bout 5.30pm,i sit piggy motor go sentral lo.1st v want go mum mum de,as d time is running up so v didnt dinner le.I bought a watch for my piggy as valentines present^^So that he can wear it when he went working n can always remember when look at the watch n time.Muakcss.Have a long time with my piggy laogong^^And tomorrow he is going back to Kl le.Luckily,i meet lynn lynn jie and ask her to fetch me also to song xing.And she say OK!Yea..!!!

17.2.2010

About 11am i woke up n i sms lynn lynn jie weather wat time she cum fetch me,But she didnt reply me,hmm.Wait n wait.Until 2pm like tat,my mummy like want went out so i ask her fetch me go out to the gate n piggy go fetch me go his hse.So i went his hse lo^^piggy hse got cute cute de baby then i go play with her but she x choi me de..got sad sad de feell..xD.4.30pm lynn lynn jie arrived piggy hse n it is d time go to bus station le.I follow go.this time my feelings still ok lo as piggy want go back to kl n work le. And i will be missing him again le. After tat i home home lo. While sitting on sofa,my brain refresh back d time piggy with me. Although v just meet each other just for 4 days,but i feel man zhu also le^^muackss..He gave me d sweetest time.

I miss euu,,baobeii piggy.Muacksss

Bad luck

Now de me should be super n hyper excited because piggy 2moro will be back le..

But i sad..T.T

Why i so unlucky..!!? Almost d happi time for me but i KENA CHICKEN POP!!!!!??&*^*%&^$^%$

Nw de me..ugly..face bengkak...OMG..no face to go out..T.T

How i'm going 2 meet euu..as i nw not in a good conditions..??!

Stupid me...T.T

Hope i recover fast le..i want lengluii back!!!!

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Why i cant be more tough as i ady promise myself to do so..?

As the time passed,i feel i more weak..

When in d middle of the night,i feel the distance..

YA! i know i started to luan think n luan lai le..cause the night is silent

Now your life is wonderful..

I'm no longer be the 1st?

These stupid things keep running out from my mind..

I hate myself being like tat..

STOP! THE STUPID THINGS PLS GO AWAY!

Do you understand my feelings marh? Who read my blog

If euu read my blog,dun angry me..i'm sorry tat not telling euu this cz euu got your works d problem to solve..

I dwn becum a burden for euu

Nice day..?

Today i am having my very 1st tm eat my mum mum with my friends..ynee n ymei at larut matang..hahass..tat is quite funny de..

Before eat:d food still there

After eat:clean=)

Act b4 tat v ady go la promise eat le de..bt..feel not full so eat again..reali delicious..hahass
And..v also like walk whole taiping..v go visit de clothe shops..n trying 2 buy some also..but d price not nice..at last.v bought d same smily t-shirt..hahass..]

i bought d white colour de,same with ynee

V 3 reali tired..cz wat..??cz morning got jogathone then walk walk walk n walk 1 to another destination..omg..our feet were on fire..hahass..xD
Bsides tat,when i with my mummy..i bought a singlet also..hahaxx
As conclusion..v were happy=)

lalalalassss

MY DAYS..?

MY TIME..?

WHY IT SEEM SO DULL FOR ME..?

WHERE ARE MY DAYS..? MY TIME..?

不舍

Why d time passed so fast wor..nw ady nite le..
Mean d time laogong leave tpg stil left 15 hours only..then me n laogong is far away from each other le..yet our heart are close to each other..muackss..
2day..i meet laogong..=)although just for tat 1 hours..tat is enuf le..*act is not enuf for me de..T.T*
Nvm lo..as long can meet laogong b4 he went to KL..
After i finish tuition chemis at tpg then laogong cum fetch me..
Em,i wait him at legend inn there,i 1st saw him cum tat tm..i saw he is wearing a white shirt..*wondering then bcum happy*
KNw why?cz he is wearing d couple shirt.. n i am wearing too..=)*we didint say want wear tat de*hahass..n d pants like same style with me also de..got d strips de..blek..
Laogong say why i copy him wor..chehzz..i whre got..lalalalass..:P
then i Accompany him go bank take money..hahass..
After tat,v go the gate..d place v really meet..happy happy..v went up stairs n sit lo..Flash back our memory..hahahs..
N i order an ice cream n eat with laogong de..^^
At there v keep bla each other n play with him de..:P..*laogong,next tm i sure will win euu de..lalalasss..wait me lo..blek*
Sumore Laogong very bad de..when i eat d ice cream,he keep say sai..xD..then i dwn eat le..cz i reali want vomit..
Nowadays..laogong bcum so ss jor..love to look at d mirror..beh tong him nia..xD..i as a gal also bo always look at d mirror..lalalalalals..blek
Then tried to take picture with laogong de..bt he say dwn..yet still got take also larh..although not nice..hehess..
N N N....laogong kiss me at there also..*shy shy de cz got others customer there also..hahass*
I feel sweet de..muackies..
When i want back tat tm..i told laogong 2 take care himself properly n dun get in sick de..tat tm i looking at him..n my tears drop..
I tot i can control myself for not giving laogong c my sad face..but..hmmssss
B4 i went hme,i gave laogong a big hugs n goodbye kiss..muackies..
2day is de last day i meet laogong le..n i hope i will be meeting him asap..
I will be missing euu,baobeii laogong

I ♥ the way euu being

10.02pm

Gonna miss Euu

Hm,i think i have not update my blog since d sch reopen..
Aiz,sad case..school???WHy....??
The school make me feel stress only..cz tis year i am facing d spm exams..T.T
Watever le..dun think too much on it le..just be normal to it..=)cz laogong will be supporting me all the time..hehess..

What i want write is tat my laogong reali comfirm will go Kl work le..
When i get tis news..my feelings is confuse..i dunno i should happy for him or sad for myself..?
Happy for him cz he get his work le..
Sad for myself cz he will nt at tpg..less n less de chance to meet each other..
N nw..my feeling is..ok back le..just take tis as he go play or holiday lo..Be happy=)
Just i will be missing him all the time..muackss..

2day..i mean ytd larh..9/1/10
I went out with laogong.. go gai gai..go dating de..hehesss..
1st 1st v meet at sentral after tat go hme with him..hehess..go c c wat had my piggy packed..:P
ABout 6pm then v went back sentral again..then v go mum mum..went KFC..
Sit opposite laogong..watch zhu he mum mum de look..hehess..feel sweet de..
After that v went tesco..cz i keep ask him buy mum mum go kl eat..scared him hungry de..n bo take care himself..At last..buy nothing..xD
Then back to sentral n buy shoes..help laogong choose shoes..=)hehess..
I tot i will early hme..but i keep bla mummy say i want late hme..cz i want with laogong de..cz nid wait long ni cn meet le..
So i cn late hme..hahass..then v walk walk in de sentral de lo..appreciate d moment
N me n laogong blalalaala many geh..:P
I keep kap zhu laogong de..his smile..his action..make me feel very happy..statisfy^^
Bt..why the time passed so fast..T.T
Just wait for d next tm dating lo..muacksss..
2day i took few picture with laogong but i cnt upload it..cz d stupid hp sot jor..i will upload it asap de..=)
2day i really happy happy de..muackies..love Euu
I hope laogong will cum back visit me once awhile..muackss..

Always miss Euu

♥ 365 days with Euu ♥

Guess what..today..i reali mean today,3rd of january..Is me n laogong de 1 year anniversary=)
Of course i'm really really happy.. I with laogong 365 days..
These days..mayb got sumthings unhapi de happen but yet i stil feel happy when with laogong 2gether=) I appreciate the time with laogong. Muackss..

I will always remember the moment with laogong..from de beginnings until nw..hehess..
Euu give me sweet memories..
I hope i will have more sweet memories n wonderful days with Euu..

I give Euu my ♥

Euu give your ♥ to me

I ♥ Euu muackies

Twenty-ten

Hi,everybody..nw ady is 2010 lo..warh,so fast from 1 year to another year..
Means v are getting older le lo..cham..hahas
Yea..ytd..what i had do le.??
Em,ytd when 2pm i went out with my piggy..go sentral..xD
1st is want go watch movie de..but at last v didint go for d movie..then v stay at snooker there..
Kap my piggy play snooker..emem,it mayb d last chance 2 watch him play le..
After that v went kfc mum mum..hahax..
Full full le..again go snooker..xD..then v also hang around at tesco while waiting piggy's sister cum fetch us go back 2 my hse..=)
About 7pm i arrive hme le..then d bbq party started...lalalalelelellololololxx...lazy write..xD
SKip Skip Skip..hahaxx..
Until d 11.59pm..v started countdown..=)HAPPY NEW YEAR..cheerssssssss=)
Happy new year to baobeii king piggy..hope every year also can with piggy celebrate new year..muacksss..
Em,i think tis is de last chance i can so happy n hang out with laogong le..i gonna miss it very much..I REALLY WILL BE MISSING IT,MY MOST HAPPY TIME

Laogong,Sorry for not accompany euu when i was bz.. Forgiv me..muackss.. I care euu de..D important in my heart^^

New life started..got many problem i got to face it..i hope i can handle it..
I need piggy laogong de support also..always bside me..muackss..

Be Strong

23th dec 2009

The most happiest day i had bcause is d 1st time celebrate b'day with piggy.
Sumore i can with piggy so long time..hehexx..
1st time meet piggy mummy..feel scare scare de..kekexx..but piggy mummy is a quite nice person de..sumore i 1st tot piggy sister not friendly..no larh..she is friendly also..=)
Tat day i keep call piggy go blow d cake i bought..but euu..keep dwn..vry notti..hmph..lalalxxx..
that is my xin yi le,wany piggy blow de cake tat i buy de..abo i sad..
At last,he say want go blow le..so v walk in de dining room..yea yea,piggy blow de cake.
Em,xping also blow with piggy also..cz she also is b'day gal=)
After v all sing d b'day song..her sister sudden say sumthings..lalalallalxx..
they want me giv a kiss to piggy..but didint giv dao..*sorry piggy,i didnt giv euu d kiss,muackss*
then take a pic with piggy de..but at edmund there..hmss..
11++pm liao..is time hme hme de..edmund fetch me hme while piggy n others go yamcha..
Em,got unhapi de lo..why i always cnt acc with piggy..T.T
PIggy tam n tam back me de..hehexx..happy happy de..feel piggy giv me de care care..muackssss


Sumore got 1 things..piggy giv me a necklace^^
He bought when he went genting interview..but tat tm he vry sad cz fail 2 work there n he say cnt buy present for me le..Em,i knw piggy de feeling is down so piggy didnt buy also nvm larh..just want piggy happy back..muackss..
Piggy giv a big surprise..hehexx..i love d necklace n d meaning of d necklace..muackss..i will care it de..=)
I hope piggy every year d b'day also got me with him de..^^muackss..
Love euu,baobeii king piggy..



Today..i get a news from piggy. He say he mayb will going 2 KL n work
Nw he ady comfirm it le..
I tot i should happy for piggy de..cz he is having his job
But..i'm not tat happy..
piggy is leaving me far far away. Nw i ady feel piggy far away from me although in tpg..
I try n try n try to console myself but..
Ok,shee yik mun..euu nid 2 be strong..it is just awhile only..vry fast de..piggy will b back de..=)
Euu can do it..if not piggy will bo hapi n angry euu de..
Em,sorry laogong for not telling euu tis..i dwn euu unhapi more..muackss..
I knw euu will read tis..Dun angry me..

laopo miss euu♥

laopo love euu♥

-10.47pm-

Being Kelefe of “炭乡"

Today i am having a best experience..FOR...being a kelefe..hahaxx..got bit funny,rite?xD
ok..d story started from ytd nite when i msn with sfang..then she say tat xping will call my hp..
1st 1st..SHOCK..phone me?for wat wor..?hahaxx..after tat she phone my hse

xping: may i talk to yik mun?
me: yaya...me..got wat thgs want tel wor..?*blur*
xping: eh,u 2moro free arh?at tpg arh?got want go gai gai bo?
me: nope..why le?
xping: em,want work bo..
me: work wat wor..?
xping: kelefe..
me: har!!!???wat kelefe???!!
xping: em..kelefe lo..want bo..? i cum fetch u
me: em,ok de arh..hahaxx..
xping: just now i got ask sfang..but she dwn then she ask me ask u lo..hahaxx..
me: O.O then how much wor d work??
xping: em,i think Rm 50 kua..
me: ohh..okok de lo..=)
xping: em,ya.. 2moro u nid bring 1 photostate ic,3 shirts..the ic u nid to write d 'sample' or 'contoh' on it..so tat other ppl cnt use ur ic 2 do bad things..xD
me: okok de lo..
xping: then 2moro 7.30am i go ur hse fetch u..cz d show started at 8.30am..
me: no prob..xD *nid wake up so early*
xping: tat all le lo..^^
me: k larh..2moro meet lo..=)


OMG..!! kelefe wor..?! do wat de..blurrrr@@
then continue msn with sf..ask her why dwn go..she ans me..dwn larh,so early wake up...lolz..
Em,ok de lo..i go lo..xD..but got sumthings unhapi de lo..hmss..* dwn say here lo *
then xping sms me say d time change ad..10am start shooting..so 8.30am cum my hse fetch..


The next day21/12/2009
I wake early in de morning 7.15am. Then i got bath,after tat i tot i want wear my lens go de..but..my mummy say,u want wear arh..later blalalalalalxxx..
OK..suak..dwn wear le..hmss..then i breakfast..after tat i wait xping's sis cum fetch lo..
Wait n wait n wait..finally at 9am she cum ady..her mummy is driving d car..
Sudden..xping tel her mummy tat she forget 2 bring d photostate ic..lolz..then she kena bla by her mummy n sister..aiyo..
K lo..then go photostate her ic..lalalalallxxx.... Then reach her sister's friend hse..
After tat v sit her car go sepatang=) n i found out tat james also is 1 of d kelefe..xD
Total got 4 gals 4 guys..balance..hahaxx..xD


10+am,got sum van n car arrive..em,d shooting want started lo..xD
Then got a person call mathew..he is d 1 to find d kelefe de..ok..em,he quite good de..
then he giv us d t-shirt..so v put it on lo..d conclusion is..d gals is wearing 2 shirts..HOT
After tat tat 'fu dao yan' tell us wat 2 do..lalalelelellolololxx..*lazy write here*
Got 2 artist ..1 is henry another 1 is zheng ruo bing..
Henry is good good de..=) he vry care 8 of us..cz our shooting in under d sun..it is hot..
then he also stand with us at there..although d worker ask him to rest under d roof..
And he also zhu dong say want take pic with all of us=)
This shooting end at 12++noon..then v go eat lunch lo..


After lunch,v go another place to take other shoot..i tot d artist still d same..but change ady..
Change malvin n dong bing yu..1st saw dong bing yu like so lc..bt..she is not..she is friendly..
She smile at us=)but tat malvin..llalaxx..is lengchai..but si wen bai lei..xD
Em,tis 1 i act as a waitress..then i nid 2 change my clothes..at ther wait wait wait..wait them call lo..hmss..tired+hot+boring+slpy
Finally fu dao call me le..he teach me wat 2 do..em..i juz a waitress tat put soup in d bowl..lolz..
But dong bing yu ni say thx 2 me..then i walk away..she is reali friendly..i love her=) she talk n make bit fun with me while i standing in front her wait d dao yan say 'ACTION'...hahaxx..
This take also take many times..
After tat stand there wait them finish tis scence..
ABout 5+pm the ssence finish..then i change back d shirt..HOT..then wait d mathew giv us our salary..hahaxx..like ysan say de *kaching kaching*muahahaxx..
Then is time 2 back hme lo.....hooryyyy!!!!! in d car v bla back jz nw all d things..it is funny..


Shee leng's d friend drop her at her hse..then i go her hse 1st lo...
1st time go xping hse..hahax..n i am d 1st..xD..cz she always dwn ppl go her hse de..
Then i saw a family pic with d beautiful gaun..i saw her parents n her sister inside..but..xping is gone..harR???why she bo take de...hmmm??
i ask her..why u bo take merh d pic??then her mummy,sis n her also laugh..i see it clearly..OMG!!! tat long hair lenglui is xping..wearing a beautiful gaun..it is a vry big different from nw..hahaxx..
About 6pm i arrive hme lo..=)damn tired..fast fast go bath..then i sit on d sofa..want fall aslp le..hahaxx..
i tell tis all 2 my parents..hahaxx..xD
they say they also want ac as kelefe..sot jor..xD


Em,conclusion is..tis is a good experience for me..cz d 1st tm work as kelefe..and also cn meet dao d artist..hahaxx.. dunno got d 2nd time bo..xD
Em,tis drama must watch orh=)hahaxx
k lo,stop here..=)muackss..

Just Answer it=)

A.The people who tag by your friends need to write your answer at your own blog,then delete a question that you don't like and add one more question on your own,still forming 20 questions and forward to 8 people.List down the name of 8 people who need to answer your question,the name who have been tag cannot reject to answer those question.

B.These 8 people need to list down you tagged by which blog,and then continue to forward to another 8 people,make the game continue,cannot forward back.The people who have been tagged will receive wishes from eveybody,and their wish will come true in the future.

1.Your name?
Panda von=Shee Yik Mun

2.Problems that make you depress recently?
Em..i think is..should i tell my mummy i got bf..xD (dun feel to lis her more..hmmss)

3.A weak point that could not endure the most by yourself?
Get angry when want to talk wif family..xD

4.When you meet the person that you crush on,you will tell him/her bravely or just concern to him quietly?
Will tell kua..cz dwn lost d 1 i love..=)

5.Mention 3 good points of the people who tagged you.
Em,friendly,good laughter,love to make funny n 38 things..xD

6.Describe the outlook that the people who tagged you.
Got 4 eye+cute+small teeth+snow white skin=Ooi yean san

7.What you want the most now?
Celebrate hubby b'day^^+having bbq at my hse on 31 dec

8.When you feel the happiest?
When meet hubby *long time meet once*

9.Would you hope to have a big sister?
YA! i want..cz she may be my good listener and always sayang me

10.What is your own characteristic?(your own opinion)
Em,good in bla-ing..good listener..xD

11.What do you want to do most now?
Want go Kl shopping..muahahahxx..

12.Which country/city you want to travel the most now?Why?
Paris..wat a nice place^^

13.Why you want to answer those questions?
Boring lo..hahaxx..sumore kana tagged..xD

14.What your Dar tell that will make you very hurt?
We be friend back bahx...T.T

15.When you will feel alone?
When waiting people de feel..lonely

16.The last time that you drop your tears recently.
I think is d 1st week of d dec..the most sad time i had..

17.How many boyfriends/girlfriends do you have before?
One..xD

18.Family more important or your life partner?
life partner=)

19.You hope the people who tagged you will become your....?
Friend tat always remember me^^

20.Which feature of your face that you feel is most nice?
nope..xD

Tagged:

hubby=)

yeemei

may ying

eddie

kah yee

ryan

ee wei

nallie

Tired

Phew..finally 2day i can on9 le..happy happy..^^

i think i didnt on9 for 4 or 5 days liao..i damn miss FACEBOOK..hehex..

Those days bo on9..at hme ki siao..hahaxx..NO internet=NO life..xD

k larh..i got many things want tell..muahahaxx..

I WEAR LENS~!!!!!!finally i get it..damn happy..that day is..em,tueasay15/12/2009..

that day i went to spect shop wif mummy,sisters and also small cousin bro to take my small sister geh new spect..then tat tm i choose again my new spect cz my eye vision increase again..1 eye 800..xD..2 eye mean is 1600..-.-

choose choose choose...then keng d price..tat ppl say nid RM300..XD..is killing my mummy...gosh..! cz my vision too deep liao..

At last....dunno why say dao lens..then is cheaper than geting a new spect..it just cost RM60 for 3 months only le..

so,i decided to have a try to wear LENS...muahahahaxx..damn happy...!

1st 1st,tat ppl say i nid cut off my nail..cz in de nail got many germs...hm,ok lo..nid korban geh...hahaxx..then wash my hand clean clean..

After that, tat ppl open d lens for me..and teach me le..

WARH,DAMN HARD TO PUT D LENS INSIDE MY EYES...*try for a long tm le,mummy them also keep bla me..call me faster*hahaxx..

after that..i slowly try again n again...

FINALLY I DID IT,I PUT IT INSIDE LE...FEEL....WARH...HAPPY

then put another side lo..tat 1 stil ok lo..

after that..i very xing ku ni put d lens in..tat ppl ask me try take off..TT

aizzz,nvm le..nid learn de marh..then quite fast then i take off liao..then put in again..

yeayea...then tat ppl tell me all d 'rulez' for wearing lens..hahaxx..

ok de le..i sure will take care geh^^thz mummy..muackssss..!!!

wednesday16/12/2009
Yesterday went bukit merah wif hubby and his friends also..hahaxx..
i wake at 6.45am in d morning..then go bath..after that get a cal from hubby say loong dwn go ady so cnt go le..hmm..got bit sad..after that i think think,wnt lai tat de..hubby play me..xD
then 8+reach loong hse..meet piggy..hehexx...then v about 9+ arrive kua...hhaaxx..
V wait til 10am ni cn go in play..then play play play..hahaxx..
And finally meet eddie them le..xD..kelian sf,she cnt play..xD..nvm larh..next tm play again le^^
they all sot sot geh,..play till so siao de..although they ady form 5..hahaxx..
about 3+is time 2 back lo..go bath bath n pack pack..
then about 4+ arrive tpg le...folo hubby them go vivi..c them play dota le than ni hme..tired tired le..hmm..hahaxx..
at hme le..i ni found out tat i forget bring back my shampoo bag..xD
Tell mummy,she bla me le..lalalallelelellololoox...mai care her le..reali tired le..
then go bath..although tired but hard to slp also..hmz..
so sms hubby until i fall aslp le..hahaxx..piggy de me..:P
sumore..I"M BACLK AND MY FACE RED RED DE..T.T

These few days realli happy larh..^^
Although kena my parents bla..nvm lo..hehexx..
k larh,is time for me 2 bath le..^^tata lo.....muackies..

Only For Euu

Love Letter For Special De Euu:

If one day,euu not love me sumore.
I will be loving euu until d end of the day.

If one day,euu dont care me more.
I will be caring euu until d end of the day.

If one day,euu leave me.
I will be missing euu until d end of the day.

If one day,euu is far away from me.
I will go stay near to euu until d end of the day.

If one day,euu forget me.
I will stay bside euu and let euu know me again.

I just want to tell euu 'I LOVE EUU'.
No one can love euu like i do.

I will never let euu go.
Euu will always be the one for me.

Don't worry me=)

Hmms,today got d feel so come here and blog blog^^
Before those days,it reali is a nightmare for me..very scary de nightmare!!!!
I scared and having down mood..i need sum1 to talk n keng wif..if not i will ki siao
So i find u..i knw u und me..my feelings reali cnt keep so long,so i cried badly while keng wif u through sms..
But yet i cnt let my family knw tat i cry...For NTG..
Cz they also dunno what had happen on me..
After 3 days,my nightmare STOP FINDING me le..tat tm i feel stil ok..cz i dunno mayb it SUDDEN cum back to me again..
In tat 3days time,i think alot alot...and now

MY MIND HAD OPEN..I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF AND NOT BEING JUDGE BY OTHERS..TEL WHAT THAT FROM MY HEART

Besides that.everythgs CHANGE..*that is good to have a good change*
I'm glad to have some friends accompany me and console me..THANKS YOU,GUYS *especially u*
And now i'm ok back liao..SHEE YIK MUN is BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAH


Some happy things to share here:

1st-i pass my motor exam(L only larh)hehe..46/50..*congratz me*
2nd-next wednesday i will be going bukit merah with my hubby=)
3rd-congratz me bcz I'M FAT...muahahahaxxx

Stop here le..tatax

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holidaysssssssssss

Guess what..i detele all my old post..hahaxx..
I also wondering why i delete all..anyway,here the beginnings..xD
So fast..now ady is december liao lo..bt my mind still in d nov trip..kakaxx..
That was d fun trip with soh poz friends..but yet got sumthings unhapi happen on me..*dwn mention here le*blek
HERE THE BORINGS DAYS STARTED
Everydays face computer then facebook.. I think no longer i will be like a computer also..bcum a square shape..xD
And kena bla by my mummuy.. always ask me when want go sit for my motor test... "mummy,holidays liao.. bo d mood sit test larh..dwn exam liao lo.."*i think i will kena chop if i say tis 2 her*
Yawn~sleepy now..:P



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